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I am Steph! I am a 30-something mom and wife. I am Bi-Polar. I am an Autism mom. I work full time outside the home. I overcommit myself every single day. I sometimes wonder how my husband puts up with me on a day to day basis. I have 2 children, one neuro-typical and one not so neuro-typical. I am a hot mess. I am Steph.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Merry Christmas!

From Our Family to Yours!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Going through the motions....

Ever get that feeling that of "Why am I here??"  Feeling like you are just going through the motions to stay slightly afloat.....you're barely surviving the day...not totally sinking underwater but you're not on top either....That's how I feel right now.  I feel worthless, like I don't have a reason to function.  I feel like I'm failing as a wife, as a mother, as a person.  I have no energy, I don't feel like getting dressed, hell....I used to HAVE to shower every morning because I couldn't even leave the house and now I'm lucky if I get off the couch to take one every other day......I don't sleep. I don't do anything......just sit.  And stress.  And think.  And pray......